coconut juice
Journal Entry: Sat Feb 16, 2008, 12:20 AM
- Mood:
Tired - Listening to: Feist - 1234
- Reading: Ryu Murakami - 69
- Watching: The Beating of the Butterfly's Wings
- Eating: cod
- Drinking: coconut juice
not that it isn't already obvious, but I've really lost interest here. a lot has changed and a lot is about the change, so I truely don't think I will be around anymore.
I am starting at the university of new south wales next month. I have a new job, which is somewhat frightening due to being free-lance. but $20 an hour is pretty good. some time soon I am going to have to move to sydney permanently. I'm paying off a digital piano. I am going to finally get some tattoos and be close to really cheap live music. I'm going to attempt to grow my hair really long for the first time in five years.
the majority of people I want to keep in contact with I already talk to outside of this website. if you aren't one of these people and want to be, please let me know. chances are, I want you to be one too.
I'm not leaving, I'm just not really coming back. I can't wait to be amazingly busy.
P.S. -- I can't believe I still haven't seen There Will Be Blood.
Devious Comments
I am starting my chef's course today can you believe, I can't. I haven't slept. I can only see myself a chef as a comfortable career person sees themself a martyr. In some sideways mirror. Sort of where I have to kiss up to the drudgery and boredom. I fear I don't know what work is, or will always only be living somewhere on the horizon in a dream until I walk into a plane.
HOWEVER, i am looking forward to learning cookery and some neat recipes.
I am writing with big ideas (but slowly) that, while it doesn't get me to sleep at night, allows me to wake up not alone in the room with reality and all the shit on the floor.
Yesterday i discovered how to use the treadmill in a way that makes it interesting. lately I can make most things interesting by being imperfectly stoic. I hope it lasts. But I am still hopelessly impatient. I need my parents to get me a bike, but I dislike shopping with them.
Write now I am happy. lol.
Are you going to see Cat Power in Sydney? It's mid-march (well in melbourne). You should come see it with me in melbourne but since you won't you should do the first.
write me something. or email or ignore or scoff or sleep.
i am sleepless and coffee-knuckled.
murdered anyone lately? i did but if i tell you'll be so recalcitrant about everything else we'll have to start a team and buy guns and sandwiches and im broke.
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Remaining humanity points: 350/365
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Oh well.. better luck next time? Since people tend to be more aggressive generally when they're drunk... meh, I dunno, never been drunk meself so..
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Unfortunately.
Watch, I meant
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